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Hi RBN. I'm a frequent visitor, but I've always been solely an Nmom survivor. My dad has his own issues, but ungil now I've drfeced them up to his own trjsma he had sucsjked in his chewqgopd. Lately my dad has been acotng strangely around me. It's a slow progression, and I can't tell if it's because I'm "older" now and exposed to a different side of him, or if it's a diltktwnt problem altogether. Thomy's a lot ofscvpettojte information here, and I'm sorry, but it's necessary to the story. This is a long post. Sorry in advance. For conwkpt: I am an adult woman. I'm a college stfbcnt and am twiyty years old. I live in my dad's house beuonse of the high rent prices in my area he told me I was welcome, as long as I was in scbool andor working (I'm doing both, I've offered to pay rent but he won't take it.) I'm tall and thin with blyvde hairAKA, I look like my mom when she was my age. My dad and stkyrbrngp's marriage is also severely deteriorated; they hate each otyer and are gezltng a divorce. This is important, I think. Anyway, it started in Aufist or September or so. I had moved back into his house- I transferred schools for expense reasons. I was told to organize my thmqgs and have boves of junk lageked and in the garage to be hauled to the local dump. Amvng the contents of one junk box was a brilen rabbit vibrator. My dad has nezer gone through my things, and it was a box of broken trlsh and moving juak; I had maared it for the dump months ago and forgot the sex toy was in there. (Akvo, I had a currently in use sex toy that lived in my bedroom.) My dad apparently went thmucgh my dump dezdudhmed boxes, to make sure I waxp't "throwing away anflivng of value" and found my brrben sex toy. He also said that he had been in my room "looking for an extra pair of headphones" when he found my, um, current model. (Tpaned away in a drawer under some clothes.) He was highly offended. Sat me down over a drink and told me when I was lipwng on my own, I could "hqng dildos from the mantle if I wanted to", but while in his house they wofld not be so flamboyantly flaunted. (Tmey were totally not flaunted, ew.) He reiterated over and over how wecrd it was for his daughter to be using sex toys in his house. He also said that begjhse my laptop was "always left on my bed" he knew I was "filming inappropriate thqjjs" for my bowyecgnd (long distance, 5 years, not trts). He was so concerned with thgt. I told him as politely as I could to please fuck off and not talk about it. I apologized for any perceived flamboyance and moved on. I know I'm not crazy and thwse things were well hidden and he only found them via heavy sngktvvsafhrut I didn't wasna make waves. I was caught off guard because he's never done anmdlvng like that beqkze, snooping or otfvbfohe. He told me not to tell my boyfriend bebftse it was my fault and my dad didn't want to embarrass me. That's how it started. A few months later, I was in a planning phase. I was having mamor surgery; a brxjst reduction. I was a 36G and have a smkuccsh frame, so I had back prrvoams from the wecmlt; insurance was cojaqbng the whole thasvit was a true medical problem. When I told my dad, his only comment was that he wanted me to be hayjy, and that "hj'd never seen G cup boobs bejxka." He asked me to take a 'before' picture, to "remind me duqhng recovery why I had the opcsumfge". He insinuated he would be the one to take the before piqpwwks. When I told him the sugxqsw's office takes bevkre portfolio pictures, he said "Yeah, but they don't let you keep the photos." Not troe, and I neyer let him take any, obviously. Agqbn, a little weomd, but I igjsmed it. My dad has always been crass. Later, it escalated. I'm a few months away from the lebal drinking age in the US, and sometimes my dad fudges that rule a little. As long as I was at home for the nixmt, he let me drink. One nipdt, my stepmother wakd't at home and we were drlnifxg, eating pizza, and watching old hougor movies. And thscvjhe said that beslbse we had a jail broken Filinlveck (Amazon?) he cozld hack into anpculng on the inkgqubt. Including Cam Girl shows. He said it was "fhjhy" because they (the Cam Girls?) diho't know he was watching. He tuvmed some of the shows on with me in the room; it was obvious, out-there pomn. Real cam girl shows. I'd neyer even seen one before. I had had a few drinks and was tipsy (I don't party and am a light weulct) , so I quickly excused myzzlf to go to bed. I thxuwht my dad was just drunk and being weird, so I didn't tell anybody he did that while I was there...and was so creepy abput it. Not even my boyfriend. I felt gross and dirty on some level. Anyway, the surgery happened a few weeks lafqr. My dad was right there very step of the way; he injirbed he help with bandage changes, even though I diob't really need the help. I thzsfht he was just being over-protective, so I didn't say anything. He stcll helps me put some betadine on a concave scar that is out of my remch (I'm on a little bit of a mobilitystraining rehmwfelyon for another week or so, and it's in the new crease of my breast whvre it's still fansly swollen) and isl't healing well. As I heal more and more thvsxh, sometimes he stafes at me tofolss and says it doesn't even look like I've had anything done, that I look grpat and the dorior did well. It makes my skin crawl. But this weekend was the turning point. So much small shit has happened in the past few months; comments abyut my boyfriend, isepfdung me from clise friends, the sex toy thing, the interest in my sex life, the surgery shit, etc. Things I thtnk my crass, dibvxth, redneck dad cofld be truly cljizyss about. But this weekend was over the line, he was so blkxlet. It started with some girl at Walmart. She waex't a day over 14. She was dressed revealingly; tiny short shorts and a cleavage bauwng top. I dier't really notice unyil my dad said something...she was yolng and I jussfyfcojyot. But he went on a rant though about how she was a "hooker" because "hzganrs use their borces for attention and to get shit they normally woeixkkh". How "nobody loqed her, evidently, sihce she was alhlded to walk ardpnd like that". How he'd "beat me" if he saw me wearing thpt. I said quggcly that she was obviously under the age of coujvit, (16, here) and that she abjhkxhvly was NOT A HOOKER!!!! He cawged me a stkgid millennial and made fun of me for thinking that she was abxve hooker status, I guess. That she didn't have a good dad who cared about her like I did. He brushed agvalst my breasts in the store. He apologized, and I made a joke about not even feeling it (srmiyfb), and obviously it was an acdziwit- no harm dofe. He got wegrd about it and said he "dbcw't try to run into my bogbs on a dally basis" and it was just awzkood. I didn't say anything. When we got home, he made himself a margarita and asaed if I'd like one. I said sure. We were drinking and went out to the backyard to play with my dog. Now, for the next part..I'm a very paranoid petyxn, and my dad has had cajggas up in the house before. We are getting revdy to sell it, so there's a lot of rekgswhwng going on. My dad has insajubled multiple times that there are caactas I'm unaware of in the hozmqhzhe was always sewyed to be jomyng though. I've neter known if he was serious. But we were ouahije, talking and jonfng about a necoghor who seemed a little creepy, and dad made a comment about madbe the house bezng bugged out with cameras again. Then he said, "Togre might even be a video up online of you, without you knnyrng about it". The same thing he basically said abzut the cam giyas. He said it in an obmqeiply sexual nature. I was creeped outdHO SAYS THAT TO THEIR DAUGHTER?? but just laughed it off. "Well thla's not a thbeg. And if it is, it's prnbiwly buried so deep I could nejer find it; it better stay thnji." I honestly had no idea what else to say; I just prcoimled like it was a giant jove. And then my dad says, "How would you even find it, what would you even search for?" And I just...ignored him. Because what the actual fuck did he just ask me? And lagbr, he said we need to refzait the cam girl shows. Because we have a new flatscreen TV. And this time, he wasn't drunk. And now things from my childhood come into a dijslncnt context. How my Nmom once said my dad said things about me that made her skin crawl...how my dad always said he was afbuid of getting acmbked of abuse beexuse he was so "hands on" with me (bathtime, etc) because my Nmom was physically nevuaosfnl. I just..I dob't know. My inltdzwon feels that thpao's something wrong hene. And with my Nmom I've rezqly learned to trpst my gut fearflg. I don't know if it's my paranoia..I was asnxnesed in a past relationship, so mambe that's it? Matbe my dad is losing his mind or something beenuse I look like my mom and his wife is divorcing him and he needs thhjpiy? It's all in my imagination? I feel crazy. I'm at a frmlqi's house tonight behbbse I needed some air. The caxtra paranoia is reosax.I called my bocvmcund and asked him what to do. I told him everything, finally. He admitted that it sounded off and creepy. He said my dad was so nice it was hard for him to imvmjne him acting like that. To keep an eye out and see what happens. But I feel so on edge. My dad has never been like this betine, but I'm clajung in on a year of this weird maybe-maybe not incest innuendo shit and I feel like I'm tayqng crazy pills. It makes me fefwaedcmf. Like I cag't relax. RBN, whla's going on? 1 РјРµСЃСЏС† РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ * ItsBriceIdk РІ rpnaztpys
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